Hobbit Doesn't Know

Hey g. welcome to my blog post. do you ever feel like breaking down? do you ever feel out of place? like somehow you just down belong and no one understands you? do you ever wanna run away? do you lock yourself in your room? with the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming? no you don't know what it's like when nothing feels alright. you don't know what it's like to be like me. to be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark. to be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around. to be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you. no you don't know what it's like, welcome to my life. jfc that was longer than i thought.

well while we're on the subject, here's the rest of this song i wrote called "Dean Doesn't Know"


Dean doesn't know,
That Ruby and me,
Do it in his car every Sunday.

She tells him she's in hell,
But she doesn't go,
Still she’s so sweaty and

Dean doesn't know oh
Dean doesn't know
So don't tell Dean
Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know.
So don’t tell Dean

Ruby says she's out haunting,
But he's under me and I'm not taunting.

‘Cause Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know.
So don't tell Dean.
Dean doesn't know
Don’t tell Dean

I can't believe he's not trusting,
While I'm right behind you thrusting.

Ruby’s got him on the phone,
and he's trying not to moan.
It's a three way call,
and he knows nothing.
Nothing

Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know,
Don't tell Dean.
‘Cause Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know
So don’t tell Dean

We’ll put on a show, everyone will go.
Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know

The, parking lot, why not?
It's so cool when you're on top
In a motel, in the snow
Life is so hard ‘cause.

Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know.

I did her on his birthday.

Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know,
Dean doesn't know,
Don't tell Dean.
Dean doesn't know

Dean will know,
Dean has to know,
Dean's gotta know,
Gonna tell Dean,
Gonna tell him myself.

Dean has to know,
Dean has to know,
Dean has to,
Dean has to,
Dean has to go

Dean doesn't know,
(Don't tell Dean)
Dean doesn't know,
(Don't tell Dean)
Dean doesn't know...
Dean's gotta go



well then i wrote version called "Sammy Doesn't Know" which kinda works better soooo


Sammy doesn't know,
That Castiel and me,
Do it in my car every Sunday.

He tells him he's in heaven,
But he doesn't go,
Still he's on his knees, and

Sammy doesn't know oh
Sammy doesn't know
So don't tell Sammy
Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know.
So don’t tell Sammy

Castiel says he's out praying,
But he's under me and I'm not playing.

‘Cause Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know.
So don't tell Sammy.
Sammy doesn't know
Don’t tell Sammy

I can't believe he's so trusting,
While I'm right behind you thrusting.

Castiel's got him on the phone,
and he's trying not to moan.
It's a three way call,
and he knows nothing.
Nothing

Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know,
Don't tell Sammy.
‘Cause Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know
So don’t tell Sammy

We’ll put on a show, everyone will go.
Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know

The, parking lot, why not?
It's so cool when you're on top
Up in heaven, down below
Life is so hard ‘cause.

Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know.

I did Cas on Sam's birthday.

Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know,
Sammy doesn't know,
Don't tell Sammy.
Sammy doesn't know

Sammy will know,
Sammy has to know,
Sammy's gotta know,
Gonna tell Sammy,
Gonna tell him myself.

Sammy has to know,
Sammy has to know,
Sammy has to,
Sammy has to,
Sammy has to go

Sammy doesn't know,
(Don't tell Sammy)
Sammy doesn't know,
(Don't tell Sammy)
Sammy doesn't know...
Sammy's gotta go!

alrgith well look what i did on neopets last night


isn't that just adorable omg

okay and then i was looking at all my neopets including my 3 from years and years ago and look

looks like Dean's on an actual case involving strippers. finally.

well now what. idk idk
haha look at this

well anyway let me tell you the story bout the call that changed my destiny. me and the boys went out just to end up on misery. was about to go home when there she was standing in front of me said i, i got a little place near by. gotta go.

jj that never happened.

ok well let's play faves/unfaves

fave spn eps:
-what is and what should never be
-a very supernatural christmas
-on the head of a pin
-monster at the end of this book
-free to be you and me
-the end
-changing channels
-dark side of the moon
-point of no return
-swan song

unfaves:
-bugs
-everybody loves a clown
-dead men don't wear plaid
-weekend at bobby's. sort of

fave spn bad guys:
-crowley
-lucifer
-bela


unfaves:
-meg
-alastair
-is zachariah a bad guy or
-the clown
-lilith
-gordon
well anyway hmmm ok this'll be faves/unfaves kinds of fic

faves:
-noncon
-sad ones
-long ones ;)
-fluff

idk i can't think of more

unfaves:
-mpreg
-het
-gen
-established relationship
-high school au

well that my post i think