Tuesday, December 27, 2011


ok here are some things i disagreed with...

Give me a reason to end this discussion (The discussion of whether or not Sam is alright.)

well i guess but i really think it's a lot more fitting to dean not wanting to talk about his feelings but w/e

I used to rely on self-medication (Demon blood)

ok i get that you're trying to make this whole part about sam but i don't think demon blood is really fitting at all because that wasn't, like, medication, it was more comparable to like athletes using steroids. he wasn't doing it to help him cope with anything, he was doing it to get stronger. if you want to make this line about sam i think the pressing on his hand thing is MORE fitting. and usually i associate self-medicating w/ dean but like whatever ik that part was supposed to be about sam so w/e i guess either one is fine

ok those were really the only big probs i had. there were some things that were funny to me that we were both reminded of thos things like the california thing and i think we generally agreed on a lot of the things. idk. that's all i guess

cool door knocker

well we said a lot of the same things except i still like mine better because its just more specific and i like the conversation thing but anyway

one thing about yours was that in that part where its like give me a reason to end this discussion to break with tradition to fold and divide

i think its just referring to the same thing in the whole part so its like give a me a reason to end this discussion, to break with tradition, to fold and divide.

so when you say that the discussion is talking about their feelings or whatever and then breaking with tradition is breaking the tradition of not talking it doesn't make sense.

because how can breaking tradition of not talking, which would mean talking, be the same as ending the discussion, which would mean not talking?

well that's all mostly

i mean i disagree with some other things but idk

well, its just like

ok in the part where its like

i used to rely on self-medication, i guess i still do that from time to time

its just so perfect for it to be about demon blood because of how the next line is but i'm getting better at fighting the future, which is like fighting destiny and stuff and fighting the "the end" future. because its like drinking demon blood was what the demons and angels and everyone wanted him to do, so its like i used to do that, but now i'm getting better and fighting that crap and stuff.

so yeah.

okay that is all.

cool door

gob i vote for pics of yourself

alright here's my thing for everything is alright

tell me that you're alright

ok this song reminds me in partic of season 7, though really it could be for like the whole show but this first line could be dean saying this to sam in the first ep of s7. and i think through this song the "tell me that you're alright" means 2 things. one is that they actually want each other to be alright and the other is like "tell me that you're alright even though i know you're not because we're these guys who just like shove everything down and move on" like the part in meet the new boss when dean was talking about how he knows sam's not ok but he's going to accept that sam is ok when sam says he is because he wants him to be ok and they can never catch a break and w/e he said

yeah everything is alright

ok this is just sam saying that he's fine in the first ep of s7

oh please tell me that you're alright

and then this is a few eps later, either when sam is like "we're okay, right" and stuff at the end of the witchs ep or when he's like "you can't just look me in the eyes and tell me that you're fine" at the end of the mentalists. i guess this whole first chorus could be dean saying "tell me that you're alright" to sam and then the next chorus could be switched but i like it better with them each saying it to each other once in every chorus

yeah everything is alright

ok then obvs this is just dean telling sam he's fine

give me a reason to end this discussion

this is both of them, but especially dean, like not wanting to talk about feelings-y things. kind of like when sam was like "what's going on with you" and dean was like "we've had this discussion" and sam was like "no to do that you'd have to actually speak"

to break with tradition

i don't really know, i guess this would be breaking the tradition of avoiding these types of discussions

to fold and divide

and then this would be to like give in and just like tell each other their feelings or something

cause i hate the ocean

idk the only thing i can think of for this is like california which dean prob hates and idk maybe sam hates it becausee of jess dying and stuff. oh it could also be how they like mostly stay in the midwest because idk it's just more familiar/comfortable for them to be there or w/e
wait at dinner i thought of another thing that goes with the california thing which is thatt sam prob hates florida too because of mystery spot which also reminds me of the ocean so that's that

theme parks and airplanes

well the theme parks part could be that they never got to go to theme parks or that kind of thing (baseball games, etc) when they were kids so...
and the airplanes part is obvious

talking with strangers

this is about talking w/ people when they're working a case and they're like tired of this same old routine working case after case and blah blah blah

waiting in line

well i guess code for hell because hell is apparently waiting in line now so...

i'm through with these pills that make me sit still

idk what this is...................

are you feeling fine?

ok so to me, the previous few lines (from 'cause i hate the ocean' to 'that make me sit still' are like ok sam and dean are having this convo about how they're fine or whatevs, and they're both sitting there with these reasons why they're not fine running through there heads and then dean turns to sam and is like "you're ok, right sammy?" and then...

yeah i feel just fine

sam is like "yup dean i'm great" (and obvs he doesn't mean it and dean doesnt mean it when he says you're ok righ and then they get back to having "not ok" thoughts going through their heads

i'm sick of the things i do when i'm nervous

idk i guess the next few lines are not really things they do when they're nervous but more like upset so it could mean nervous like "idk what to do with myself because i don't want to deal with things so i'll just do this"

like cleaning the oven or checking my tires

well 'checking mytires' is obvs dean working on his car. idrk about cleaning the oven. the closest thing i can think of is like cleaning guns

or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling

this could be like not being able to sleep due to nightmares or something, and it could also hav something to do with people burning on the ceiling. idk

head for the hills the kitchen's on fire

the cage!!!!!!!!!!
bobby's house and also the other times there were fires in their houses

i used to rely on self-medication, i guess i still do that from time to time

dean's drinking. i guess it could also be sam doing his hand thing but that's just like a really recent thing so the "i used to" part and "still do that from time to time" part doesnt really apply, and yes, dean is drinking more now than ever but that just seems like the kind of thing he'd say about it and sort of a way of admitting he has a problem with out actually admitting it like "yeah ok whatever i GUESS i do that occasionally" like he'd say it in the way that he says that stuff at the end of the mentalists when he's like "yeah ok you got me i've been blah blah blah. i guess it's cuz i don't like lying to you"

but i'm getting better at fighting the future

ok so in The End dean was like "now we make our own future" and since then they've gone through the apocalypse and all of the s6 stuff and some of the leviathan stuff so now it's like yeah ok we can get through anything but not really because they're tired of having to stop the end of the world and stuff

someday you'll be fine

well in hello cruel world when lucifer was being dean he said "you are never going to be okay sam" and this line is from the deleted scene from the end of the next episode after they're done with that hospital business, maybe when they're driving to the motel at the end, and dean turns to sam and has this little face on his face and is like "someday you're going to be okay, sammy" and sam has this cute little smile to himself because he's remembering what fake dean said and he's like i love my brother

yeah i'll be just fine

and then sam says this because he's thinking about how he has dean and as long as he does, he's going to be fine

ok the next part is two different things at once and half the lines are sam and the other are dean's so i'm gonna do sam's whole part first and then dean's whole part

give me a reason
to end this discussion
to break with tradition
to fold and divide

ok well the last time these lines were said, they were more dean saying them but sam could be that way too i guess and in like the first 2 eps of season 7 he def didnt really wanna discuss his prob and also this is him like wanting to give up on getting dean to talk to him like it's pointless to try and get anything out of him so he just wants it to be over

i don't believe a word
of anything i've heard
they tell me that it's not so hard
it's not so hard

i just think this part would be dean's part because i think of the two of them, dean is usually like more negative and less hopeful and especially the "i don't believe a word of anything i'v heard" sounds really un-hopeful to me and it kind of goes with dean not believing in the god/angels stuff, like he doesn't believe there's very much of anything good in the world and stuff. and then the "they tell me that it's not so hard" is idk...just...living...and the "it's not so hard" djust basically sums up all the lying to himself and to sam about how he's fine

so let's not get carried
away with everything
away with the process
from here to in between
of elimination
the long goodbye
i don't want to waste your time

ok this whole part is also two lines at once and i dont think it matters who says what it's just the general theme of like "ok let's just agree to not talk about it" and it's sort of listing off excuses for not talking about it like i don't want to waste your time, let's not get carried away, etc.

and then at the end when it's like "everything's fine evreything's fine etc" it's basically them skipping off into the sunset telling each other that everything's fine with the knowledge that that's the opp. of true and that they're just not gonna talk abou it

the end


gob idg how to vote on your poll but I vote for taking pictures of yourself

here is a pic i made though its not of myself


ok now I'm going to analyze the song Everything is Alright by Motion City Soundtrack in relation to Sam/Dean.

To me this song is a conversation between Sam and Dean so it is from both of their povs.

D: Tell me that you're alright.

S: Yeah everything is alright.

D: Oh please tell me that you're alright.

S: Yeah everything is alright.

That part pretty much needs no explanation, its a typical conversation between the brothers, with Dean looking out for Sam and Sam trying to assure Dean's he's fine. It reminds me of...well it reminds me of a lot of conversations between them, but this one comes to mind:

Dean: I mean you, uh, you sure you're okay?
Sam: Yeah. My head hurts a little, but...basically.
Dean: Seriously?
Sam: Look man, I'm as surprised as you are but, yeah, I swear.
(7.01 -- Meet the New Boss)

But, throughout the song it switches who says "tell me that you're alright" and who responds, because it goes both ways.

Sam: You know, one more thing. What's going on with you?
Dean: We have had this conversation, Sam.
Sam: No, we haven't. See, to do that, you'd have to, uh, sort of...speak.
Dean: [...] that doesn't mean that something's going on with me, okay?
(7.05 -- Shut Up, Dr. Phil)

D: Give me a reason to end this discussion (The discussion of whether or not Sam is alright.)

S: To break with tradition. (This conversation is a tradition, of course it is. They've been having this conversation since they were kids.)

D: To fold and divide. (In which Dean gives up and let's Sam pretend he's fine.)

Now we get into reasons why Sam and Dean are NOT alright

S: Cause I hate the ocean (For this this I think of California for some reason, and by extension, thoughts of Jess)

D: theme parks and airplanes (Dean's afraid of flying)

S: Talking with strangers (witnesses, victims' family members)

D: Waiting in line (Hell, right?)

S: I'm through with these pills that make me sit still. (Sam, Interrupted)

D: "Are you feeling fine?"

S: Yes, I feel just fine.

The next part is about Dean and Dean's problems from Dean's pov

D: I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous (Yellow Fever)

Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires
(Maybe not cleaning the oven since they don't have an oven, but checking his tires makes tons of sense)

Or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling (Because his Mom burned on the ceiling)

Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire!
(Pick your house fire, really.)

And then this part is about Sam and Sam's problems from Sam's pov.

S: I used to rely on self-medication (Demon blood)

I guess I still do that from time to time (My Bloody Valentine)

But I'm getting better at fighting the future
(Fighting his destiny)

D: "Someday you'll be fine.."

S: Yes, I'll be just fine. (I think this is the only time this statement seems sincere in this whole song)

Okay now for the part where its like two parts at once, one part is Sam and the other part is Dean. I just love this part because its like it all comes together.

S: Give me a reason

D: I don't believe a word

S: To end this discussion

D: of anything I've heard

S: To break with tradition

D: they tell me that it's not so hard

S: To fold and divide

D: it's not so hard

That part is again, both trying to get straight answers out of each other on whether they are alright and neither believing the other.

The next part is switched, its like reasons why they won't just talk to each other.

S: So let's not get carried

D: away with everything

S: Away with the process

D: from here to in-between

S: of elimination

D: the long goodbye

S: I don't want to waste your time. (This, I think sums it up pretty well.)

Now, in conclusion, one final quote by the late Bobby Singer.

"You know, you worry about him. All he does is worry about you. Who's left to live their own life here?"
(7.09 -- How to Win Friends and Influence Monsters)

Thank you, and goodnight.

rambling hippos

ok i guess i'm going to post for real now because i feel bad that i haven't posted in a really long time. i haven't posted in 37 days! DDD: i think next year for our blog maybe we should go back to having more rules about posting or something. we started off really good this year but we just kep slacking more and more during the end of the year.

well i'll stop being a downer now and actually make a good post!!!!

okay so in 2012 i'm going to try and make a year long time-lapse photography thing because i've been wanting to do one of those for a super long time.

you can help me decide which to take pictures of!!
What should I take a picture of every day next year (2012)?
The front yard of our house
The inside of the fridge
My locker at school
A plant growing
Something different every day
Other (specify in comments)

pollcode.com free polls
oh yeah you know what show i think i'm going to try to watch some time over the last week of this winter break? american horror story. seth said from what he's heard and seen it's really good. it looks kinda like a darker and scarier supernatural but maybe it will be just like completely different and i won't like it all though. oh yeah and it has zachary quinto in it

haha you know that sidebar think on facebook where it shows ads that relate to what you've liked on facebook or searched for or talked about? well look what showed up as one of my ads! it knows i'm a tuba!

wow i'm just rambling about different things and this post has no point at all. oh well it's better than nothing.

Monday, December 26, 2011

haha i didn't even realize i used hippos two titles in a row

well g i agree with most of yours, especially the first verse. i pretty much 100% agree with that part

i always thought of the chorus (you go on and i'll be happier) as him not really convincing himself that he'll be happier but more like...the opposite of what he means kinda? like idk it's hard to explain but it's like both of these songs have the general theme of someone leaving and the other person being bitter about it but they're called "happier" and "peachy" and the fact that they're called that makes me think they're meant like ironically or w/e espec in happier

well whatevs i cant remember what i was saying anymore because this g i hate made me really angry and also what you said about the peachy song made me kind of angry.

i dont really think sam would think like "it's not my fault you've said mean things to me"............. and like the whole way you interpreted it was just kind of mean on sam's part and i don't really see any of that at all...........


ok we can do another song but what one

hippopotamuses like me too

ok now this is going to be an analysis about peachy because i just saw that you asked for that

right well first i have to say i really disagree about the unrequited love thing. i just can't see that. i don't know why you would think that...

so that's not going to be a part of mine, obviously.

also...okay let me listen to the song again...

wow would you hate if i said i don't see this song with any of the same meaning you do because i don't see it as pre-series... i can see it as like early season 5

okay i will tell you how

its from sam's pov

It's not my fault, it can't be my fault

That you speak to me the way you do
(this is early season 5, Dean's said a lot of unkind things... well, they both have but this is Sam's pov)

Now I'm split in two

I'm half me and half you

But I hate us both, don't you?
(Obviously Sam hates himself, he's not happy with Dean, Sam pretty much hates everything at this point.)

No of course you don't, of course you don't

You say life is peachy without me (Now, "without me" means when they were split up in the beginning, which was Sam's suggestion, but he thinks this is what Dean wants)

The next part... I don't even know how it relates to Sam and Dean but I just thought of a crazy meaning that relates really well to Sam and what he was doing while they were split up

It's not your fault, it can't be your fault

That I let you crawl inside my head

Cause you know my places (Lucifer knows how to get to Sam)

And you know that face
(That face being Jessica)

But I hate this taste, don't you?
(demon blood, trying to make himself think he hates it)

Okay, now we're back to Sam and Dean...

It's no ones fault it's nobody's fault

That I fell on you and you on me
(for this I see it as fighting)

That's what humans do

Then they pass on through (people fight, then they split up)

But I think we can't, don't you?
(they need each other, they can't stay away)

okay well that got way out of hand but I like how it turned out... I'm sorry.

LET'S DO MORE SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy hippos

ok nice analysis g even tho i disagree about a lot of those things but i'll get to that later

first i'm going to analyze the song Happier by A Fine Frenzy in relation to Sam/Dean pre-series!!!!!!!!

okay this song is obviously from Dean's pov and its most about Sam leaving for stanford

Quick kid quip so harsh and cynical (A pretty good description of teenage Sam, I think)

Touches stricken cold and clinical (No more "thanks Dean, this is great" hugs)

What a transformation to behold (Sammy's all grown up)

But I don't like this new, I want the old (self-explanatory, Dean misses kid!Sam and being a kid with him)

this whole part basically about Dean just noticing changes and wanting them to stop. then, we get into Sam actually telling them that he's leaving.

It's not the words that make it final

You've said just things to before to rival them (Sam has threatened to leave, and has even run away before)

But's its how you say them now that's changed (I imagine Sam has definitely made up his mind about this. nothing can get him to stay, whereas before there were always things that they could do, things Dean could say to him that would get him to stay)

Cold and sympathetic all the same (Again, Sam has made up his mind-- he's leaving. but being Sam, he's empathetic.)

Like to convince me that I'll be better off

So you go on and I'll be happier, I'll be happier (Dean's bitter thoughts, he won't admit he needs Sam to stay)

a lot of repetition in this song, so I'll skip to the next part.

for this part I see a beautiful meaning that probably wasn't intended in the lyrics, but...

Shoot me with your rubber bullets (training...)

Your finger on the trigger, pull it

I know you want this suffering to end (Sam hates hunting, hates training, hates this life, and Dean knows it)

So it is forgivable, my friend (Now, because Dean knows this, he's honestly being a bit selfish about wanting Sam to stay with him and Dad where he's miserable, because most people go to college, they move out at 18, they live their own lives and follow they're dreams. Sam, who's unhappy, has all the reason in the world to go out looking for something more. Dean's selfish, he knows he's being selfish, so Sam leaving is somewhat forgivable.)

now, if you don't want to take it quite so literally...

Shoot me with your rubber bullets (Sam's trying not to hurt Dean by leaving, he's still leaving bruises)

Your finger on the trigger, pull it (Go ahead, Sammy. Tell me how you really feel.)

And then this part:

Say what you mean, what you mean, cause you'll be happier without me, without me, without me (Although Sam was just going to college and trying to get away from Dad, Dean sees it as Sam leaving Dean and thinks that what he wants)

okay, so there. that is all.

peaches the dancing hippo

ook im going to analyze the song "peachy" by missy higgins in relation to pre-series sam/dean!!!!

alright well first...the way i see their pre-series relationship is that there's lots of like ust from the time they're like 14/18 or 15/19 on sam's part (like only sam felt that way when they were younger) and then like maybe 16/20 or 17/21 on dean's part and the only thing that really happened between them before sam left for stanford was a kiss or two and then like the last year before sam left there was just all this tension between them (regular tension AND sexual tension) and ok...this is the wincest-y interpretation of this song. it could also be interpreted as gen but more just the chorus/general theme of it

ok so this song is from dean's pov

It's not my fault, it can't be my fault that you speak to me the way you do.

ok well this is just about when sam would be like "come on dean let's do some unbrotherly things" and dean is trying to convince himself that that's not his fault (except he doesn't really believe that...) and that all he did was be a reg. big bro and stuff

Now I'm split in two, I'm half me and half you but I hate us both, don't you?

well this one is pretty obvious i think, at least the "i'm split in two, i'm half me and half you" part. the "i hate us both, don't you" part is sort of sarcastic and sort of not (well this whole song is pretty much half sarcastic and half not i guess). i think that part is two things: first it's "i hate us both for feeling this way about each other" and it's also "i hate myself for feeling this way and it obviously IS my fault and i hate YOU for leaving me"

ok the chorus is next but i'll save that for last because i think it fits best with the last verse

It's not your fault, it can't be your fault that I let you crawl inside my head

alright well now this line is him telling himself how he actually feels which is that it's not SAM'S fault and dean should have done a better job of pushing him away and stuff

Cause you know my places, and know that face but I hate this taste, don't you?

well this line is less specifically relevant than all the other ones but i guess it's just the same stuff that's already been said.......

It's no one's fault, it's nobody's fault that I fell on you and you on me
It's what humans do, and they pass on through but I think we can't, don't you?

ok this whole part is like "ok well whatever it doesn't matter, it's just a thing that happened but.............we cant do this"

ok now the chorus

No of course you don't, of course you don't

ok when this line comes after the last verse it's like "of course you dont think we cant do this or you wouldnt have left" (of course thats not the main reason why he left but....)

You said life is peachy without me

well i think this line just sums up how dean feels about sam leaving, with or without the wincest. it reminds me of the "he wasnt the only one you got away from" line from dark side of the moon

we should do this for more songs!!! that was fun. maybe we should switch songs after we both post ours and say what we think the other person's song is about????
actually can you please do that because i really dont understand how this could be sam's pov

Friday, December 23, 2011

hippo hero

YOU FOOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BETTER POST THIS DAY OR TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

well here is a spn christmas fanmix!!!!

1. mary did you know | wynona & kenny rogers
mary did you know that your baby boy would save our sons and daughters?

2. christmas (baby please come home) | michael buble
i remember when you were here

3. it came upon a midnight clear | frank sinatra
oh rest beside the weary road

4. all i want for christmas is you | house of heroes
i just want you for my own, more than you could ever know

5. have yourself a merry little christmas | ella fitzgerald
until then we'll have to muddle through somehow

6. did i make you cry on christmas day? | sufjan stevens
i only grabbed your wrist, or would you rather we kissed?

7. o holy night | brand new
fall on your knees, oh hear the angel voices

8. god rest ye merry gentlemen | bright eyes
to save us all from satan's power for we had gone astray

9. angels we have heard on high | sufjan stevens
when the choirs of angels praise

10. carol of the bells | thrice
on without end


well that is all for now. maybe i will post again tomorrow

Friday, November 18, 2011

just some jamz

ONLY 4 MORE DAYS UNTIL WE LEAVE FOR THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ICQCME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here are some more awesome tg jamz for people to have!

DLZ - TV On The Radio
The Devil and My Family - Ghost Mice
The Daily Mail - Radiohead
Too Young To Burn - Sonny & The Sunsets
Fools - The Dodos
Helena Beat - Foster The People
Good Morning (The Future) - Rogue Wave
We Own the Sky - M83
Bigger Than Us - White Lies
Snow Day - Matt Pond PA
Hate To Say I Told You So - The Hives

wow there's still so much we have to do this weekend to get ready for thanksgiving. like we have to get the car all cleaned out and we have to get all the food and everything we're bringing and we have to get out winter clothes and stuff and we have a bunch more to do. blehh i have to clean my room because some people will be staying in our house while we're gone over tg break.

ok i was going to make this a long awesome post but i'm just going to post these jamz and i'll do an actual post later.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

you do her ear?

hey gssssssssssssss

i'm going to try to make this post awesome!

this has been a pretty great weekend! wow its saturday only but it feels a bit like sunday to me because i had a half day on wednesday and no school thursday or friday. plus mo and fo are coming home tomorrow so that will ruin the party and we'll probably have to clean this place up because it is a pigsty.

hey g we should watch an ep tonight because i still have some candy so that is a good reason to watch it.

oh and also we have to finish our pie!

haha ok let me tell about our adventure in this post because that is something gob might like to know about or just something future hob and para might like to read about.

ok it was the day of thursday and noah was sick and our parents weren't home and we wanted to go a place... but ok we were trying to see if we could take the bus but that wasn't going to work out so we decided to walk to caribou and it was pretty cold out but we just thought that would be nice and also we could get coffee at caribou which would warm us. oh also caribou is pretty far to walk but we just thought that would be no big deal. ok so then we were walking there and first we actually had to stop at our neighbors house and walk their dog quickly but that was on the way. and ok you know that forest where we filmed heroes get lost with harry potter? well the way we were going you have to walk through that forest to get there so it was so crazy when we were walking through that forest because it was like we were in the forest but we were going to civilization. and ok it was really far to walk there and it was so cold and i wanted to die. and then we finally got there and we got coffee and bagels and pretty much sat there in the brueggers for a long time and tried to reenact some scenes from supernatural while we were sitting there. and then we went to the drug store which is right by there and we bought such crazy things. like we were so cold when we were walking there and we still had to walk back so we bought a blanket and some soft gloves. and we bought this huge glug bag of sour warheads which were really cheap because i guess they were leftover from halloween but omg its this huge bag and some of them were those chewy kinds that are not really sour but there are so many of those really sour hard candy kinds and wow who could ever eat that many it is hard enough to eat just one. and also we bought some other candy and stuff. and then we went to the grocery store and we bought ramen noodles for noah because he was sick and he wanted some, but we also bought an apple pie for just ourselves, and some lucky charms. and haha ok we wanted a basket to put our stuff in while we were shopping but i couldn't find a basket so i got us a cart and then we didn't want to be these glugs and go to the paying place whatever with this huge glug cart with like three things so we filled our cart with hilarious items and then pretended we were just leaving it there for a minute but really we were leaving it forever. yeah so then we walked back home and it was super dark but also we were these glugs because we took turns wrapping the blanket around ourselves and it was just hilarious. except when we were walking back through the forest and it was so dark that was not hilarious that was scary. especially because it is some minnesota woods and that is where wendigos can live.

wow that is huge and glug. i hope you read that whole thing.

ok g you might think sam and dean are tied but you are wrong because this:

that is from all hell breaks loose part 2.

also remember when we were having that argument about whether more people like dean or sam well
1. that is a stupid argument i thought everybody knew that pretty much everybody loves dean more than sam

alright gs idk if you have seen these pics that i made but if not be prepared to feast your eyes on them again.

bleh can i just put my jamz for the tg exchange in my next post because i haven't found them yet and that takes forever and i don't even have itunes open so that is worthless.

ok well what else was going to go in this post


i'm bored

i really loved that ep that was last night idk why not that many people liked it. D:

well that's all i guess

Thursday, November 10, 2011

The Eleventh Hour

wow today has been so awesome!!!!! okay first i took my economics exam, which was super easy, and then the rest of the school day i:
~listened to music
~hung out in the band room
~played a bunch of card games

oh and it was an early dismissal because it's the last day of the tri so i got out at 2:30. oh yeah and i found out i've gotten a's on all my finals so far!!!! and then it started snowing outside and that was awesome. and then i went over to one of my friends house to play poker....and lost all my money...but it was still fun and it wasn't even really my money to start with. it was just spare change from my mom's "secret" stash of coins.

blehh i'm really bored. you gs should get on gmail and we should have a good gc.

oh yeah, and here is my round 1 of this year's tgiving jamz!!!!

One Armed Scissor - At The Drive-In

Midnight City - M83

What You Know - Two Door Cinema

Your Honor - Regina Spektor

Poke - Frightened Rabbit

Pump It Up - Elvis Costello

The Gardener - The Tallest Man On Earth

Bizness - Tune-Yards

You Only Live Once - The Strokes

Bubbles - Biffy Clyro

Lights - Ellie Goulding (Bassnectar Remix)

The Eraser - Thom Yorke

Inertiatic Esp - The Mars Volta

Damn Good Times - They Might Be Giants

Celestica - Crystal Castles

oops i kinda accidentally forgot to post this yesterday but whatever. but i'm going to post a little bit more today because...........

IT IS 11/11/11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In just a little bit I'm prepared to make the ultimate 11:11 wish!

haha and here is a playlist of songs relating to 11/11/11 for you to listen to (or you could use some of them for the tg jamz exchange)

11:11 - Andrew Bird
11 am - Incubus
11:11 p.m. - The All-American Rejects
11 O'Clock Tick Tock - U2
Condition 11:11 - Defiance, Ohio
Song Eleven Could Take Forever - Ned's Atomic Dustbin

haha so cm and i just had a little celebration at 11:11 this morning and look how happy about having it he was!!!

Here is a list of things that are awesome that use the number 11:

-Turning the volume up to 11
-The Eleventh Doctor
-11 is a prime number
-It is the first number you can't count with your fingers (unless you have some weird mutation)
-Aces can be considered as 11 in blackjack
-The spaceship Apollo 11

Sunday, November 6, 2011

pretty sure


is gob even alive anymore idk???

oh wait i see he made a post that i didnt even know about hmmmmm

ok stupidhead para we are tied for the crying thing because sam is a baby in the first one and that doesn't count because all babies cry!!! look:

ok great news!!!! i've just been informed by myself that we're gonna have a jam exchange for tgiving jamz!!!!!!!!!! here is my round 1:

*home-the dear hunter
*nobody move, nobody gets hurt-we are scientists
*lose your soul-dead man's bones
*how low-jose ganzalez
*violet demeanor-fionn regan
*we end up together-the new pornographers
*devil's playground-gram rabbit
*we're going to hell-cursive
*reverse of shade-the windupdeads

ok everyone better participate or i'll stab ya!!!

alright here's some piccies:

ok idk if anyone has seen the movie The Fall but that last piccie is supposed to be like making spn look like that movie. i guess it doesn't really make sense and its kinda boring unless you've seen that

wait what else was i gonna put in this post?
OH YEAH I WROTE A FIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok here it is

you gs better read it. it is gen and pg so it won't even make anyone uncomfortable!!

alright bye

Sunday, October 30, 2011

last post of the month

so october is almost over so i figured i might as well post one more time this month.

ahhh i can't believe it's already almost november!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well you know we all love making lists so here is a list of all the awesome stuff happening in November 2011.

-Last Marching Band contest in Ohio
-11/11/11 at 11:11
-The Muppets Movie
-This game called The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim coming out
-More new Supernatural episodes
-More new Dexter episodes
-My stupid first trimester being over and my easiest trimester beginning
-Cold weather and snow

haha i'm already making another list of stuff i need to bring to thanksgiving this year. icqcme for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this year our school is getting wednesday off too so we should be able to leave for Wisconsin early in the morning because we don't have to worry about missing school. and that means maybe we'll actually get there before like 10 at night this time!!!

oops i forgot to post this yesterday, so i'll just post this today.

oh yeah, and happy halloween!!!!!!

haha someone dressed up as dobby just came to our house! and it was a little kid so he was about the same size as dobby and everything!

ok so this is all i feel like posting because i have a bunch of homework and stuff to do. blehhh. but i'll see you in november!!!!!

Tuesday, October 25, 2011




in my time of dying

everybody loves a clown


houses of the holy


what is and what should never be

fresh blood

a very supernatural christmas

mystery spot

no rest for the wicked

free to be you and me

Thursday, October 20, 2011

happy thursday!








okay well here is a pic

okay why is it taking so long to upload bleh the internet is being so slow

okay here it is

alright that is just fine i guess

okay well

here is the first fic for the kink meme!

its not great but i thought we just needed one to get everyone writing because so far there have been none and that is not okay

Sam/Dean handholding

Dean was paying for their food when he realized Sam was no longer standing by his side. He spun around, not seeing Sam in the restaurant at all. Dean’s heart sped up as he tried to think of why Sam was not with him… Was Lucifer talking him into putting a bullet through his brain? Was he hallucinating another Dean again? Was he having another seizure or passing out somewhere? Dean grabbed the food and ran outside. Sam was standing on the curb, about to walk out into traffic.

“SAM!” Dean yelled as Sam’s foot stepped onto the busy street. “SAMMY!” he ran at Sam, pulling him back onto the sidewalk.

“Dean?” Sam said in confusion.

“Yes, it’s me…” Dean breathed, holding tightly onto his little brother. “This is real, Sammy.”

“Uh…I know,” Sam said.


“I’m not hallucinating…right now…”

“Oh yeah?” Dean responded with a skeptical raise of his eyebrows. “Then why were you about to step out into traffic.”

“I was just crossing the street, Dean.” Sam gestured to where they had parked the car.

“Yeah? How about you tell me the truth? You’re really not seeing Satan right now?”

Sam sighed. “Okay, I am, but I know what’s real, Dean. I handle this.”

Dean shook his head. “Fine, but we cross streets together from now on. If you’re seeing the Devil you could be seeing a clear street where there isn’t one, you know what I mean?”

“Yeah, whatever, let’s just go.” Sam made to step off the curb.

“Sammy, wait,” said Dean, grabbing his brother’s hand.

“What the hell?”

“Just a precaution.”

Sam rolled his eyes incredulously. He didn’t understand the way Dean’s heart had nearly stopped when he had seen his brother about to walk out into traffic. Dean just couldn’t lose him again. He couldn’t do it.

“This is stupid, Dean. I don’t need to hold your hand,” Sam said as Dean tugged him across the street.

“As long as visions of Lucifer are dancing through your head, yeah I do, Sammy.”

“I told you, I know what’s real.”

“Oh come on, Sam, I always used to hold your hand when you crossed the street.” And in parking lots, libraries, restaurants, motel rooms… Dean remembered falling asleep with Sam’s tiny hand clasped in his.

“Yeah, when I was four,” Sam returned as they reached the Impala and got into their respective sides of the car.

Dean just shook his head. “Okay, look I know you want your independence or whatever, but is it so hard to hold your brother’s hand in dangerous situations?”

“Crossing the street isn’t a dangerous situation, Dean!”

“It is if you don’t know what’s real!”

“I know what’s real!” Sam nearly shouted. “At least…” his voice softened. “I know you’re real…and that’s all that matters to me.”

A smile tugged at Dean’s lips. “Okay, Sammy.”

okay that ending is worthless i mean what is that it like doesn't even have an ending but bleh i couldn't think of a way to end the thing

i can't wait for tomorrow! goos!

Friday, October 14, 2011

gob is posting again right now

ok i'm supposed to be going to bed now because i have to wake up in the morning tomorrow for marching band...but i'm going to just say i lost track of time or something. but if i don't finish as much as i hoped to write in this blog post i'm just going to go ahead and post it as is because i haven't posted in soooooooooo longggggggggggg.

wow apparently supernatural is coming to netflix soon!!! i wonder if that includes the current series as it airs on tv or like a day after. probably not but that would be awesome. wasn't heroes like that for awhile or something? idk.

speaking of supernatural, that was a really good ep tonight! i liked how sam and dean are like just back to doing cases now. i feel like this isn't really going to be the end of dean feeling guilty though, and it's going to be a problem dean and sam are going to work out throughout the season.

hahaha this is definitely the movie we have to go see this thanksgiving.

wow it's getting really close to tg already!!!!!!!!!!! icqcme!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think a while ago i saw pictures of what the house we're in is going to be like and if i remember correctly it looked really awesome.

well i'm tired and i don't feel like saying anymore in this post. hopefully saying this doesn't jinx it but i should be posting a lot more often now!!!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

don't call me a fool!

hey gs just posting. is gob ever gonna post again or

aah this fanmix i'm making is going to be great. its prac done but i need to make art for it and bleh to lazy to open photoshop so that will have to wait

that is a nice fanmix hob but i still have to listen to it

i will prob post this fanmix soonish

its preseries

speaking of preseries that was a nice ep last night. well it was pretty good. i love little sam so. okay hob i'm just saying that to me when i watched the ep i wasn't thinking oh wow what's wrong with dean why did he kill that monster? i was thinking silly dean you don't have to be so jelly sam loves you the most. jk i was thinking dean that is uncool HE WAS THEIR FRIEND YOU LIAR LEVIATHAN. if they wanted to make a point that dean was being a weirdo they should have made it more clear.

okay just saying that.

also saying that i'm not that excited for the next ep except for one thing that is lawyer sam but bleh i do not like jo. i hope the ep will be better than it looks in the promo. what is the fifth ep even about i have not heard a shred of news about it.

you know what is a good ship it is dean and bobby

wow in that last ep bobby did not even care about sam at all. like remember when dean was trying to talk to bobby about sam and bobby was like whatevs he's fine. how is that even fine? except well maybe when sam was spacing out bobby was also spacing out but not in the way where something is wrong with your head just in the way where you are staring at a man you want to smooch and that is because bobby is in love with dean.

but dean will never smooch bobby that would be too much beard on his lips and not enough hair on bobby's head to grasp onto

he probably wouldn't even do it if bobby had been slashed up by hell hounds because he was stupid and tried to shoot them and then he was like whatevs i'll just stay here and die nbd. dean wouldn't even give him a small pity kiss

what am i even talking about

this week will suck blehhh i do not want it

more than this week i hate bobby though

omg remember in that ep when bobby gave dean this little pat on his face dsgldskgjlkdsjgd sthat was so annoying i want to shred bobby. that was probably really exciting for bobby though because he got to touch dean's face and dean was wearing one of those little hospital dresses so bobby was probably really into that

except what i would have done if i were bobby was stick around while dean got changed and helped him with his crutches and whatnot bobby you fool you missed your chance

jk because if i were bobby i would not have this pathetic little crush on dean. what i would do is find sam and look at him in a hospital bed. did sam ever get to have his mri because i would have liked to see that. that was nice when he was strapped to that thing though speaking of that i miss the panic room although that is the only part of bobby's house i miss. more than that i missed motels though that was nice how they went to a motel.

but wait okay you know how dean doesn't want sam to take his car places i guess even when there is a hunt and dean has a broken leg? okay i have an idea for him called he could get a motorcycle. just do it sam it would be really greaaaaaaaaaat.

ugh can that just happen i'm sorry i just need that

philo quests

ok here is a pre-series sam/dean fanmix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no sound but the wind | editors
we can never go home
we no longer have one
i’ll help you carry the load
i’ll carry you in my arms
if i say shut your eyes
if i say look away
bury your face in my shoulder

the bed | st. vincent
we’re sleeping underneath the bed
to scare the monsters out
with our dear daddy’s smith and wesson
we’ve gotta teach them all a lesson

by your side | house of heroes
brothers the same
raised on promises we’d stay that way
as boys we believed summers at sea
we were free to become men of good will
side by side

under my skin | jukebox the ghost
i can feel you breathing under my skin
each breath you take is a brand new begin
each breath you take, brand new beginning
my family has a way of getting under my skin

fireworks after midnight | gold motel
once we were careless kids on the fourth of july
while we watched the fireworks, twenty years went by
first you’re laughing, then you cry
fireworks are almost over; it’s after midnight
one last time, pull me closer after midnight

mykonos | fleet foxes
the door slammed loud and rose up a cloud of dust on us
footsteps follow, down through the hollow sound, torn up
brother you don’t need to turn me away
i was waiting down at the ancient gate

peachy | missy higgins
it’s no one’s fault, it’s nobody’s fault
that i fell on you and you on me
that’s what humans do as they pass on through
but i think we can’t, don’t you?
no of course you don’t, of course you don’t
you say life is peachy without me

never come back | company of thieves
you’re dirty, you’re sick, i don’t exist
you’ll never come back
you’ll never come back

for blue skies | strays don’t sleep
between you and me
you and me and the satellites
do you ever get homesick?
i can’t get used to it
i can’t get used to it



what else is there happening?

that was a p good ep
it was super good directed!! i wonder who was responsible for that fine directing!
bleh but it's like everyone is being really annoying about what dean did at the end. and i didn't like that he did that either but everyone is either hatin' on him for it or they're justifying it by saying like "he's just being dean and doing what he always does because he thinks it's the right thing to do blah blah blah" and those people are a bunch of dummies because obviously it's foreshadowing like the next ep and probably future eps and the whole point of it was that he's not "just being dean" and that he has some probs that they're hopefully finally going to deal with in this season. and also some people are saying itwas out of character, and it technically was but just not in a "bad-writing" way. and it also was not in a "he's just mouring cass way" you dummies. bleh i just want to punch some people in the face even if they are having hallucinations of their buddy lucifer or whatevs

alright well

where are my fics for my prompts
where are gob's posts
why is everyone so dumb
what should i have for lunch

the world may never know

Monday, October 3, 2011

this is real


ok here's some prompts

*noah/pretzels wedding fic
*sam/dean hand holding
*sam/dean or gen pre-series
*where john is like "you carry me!"
*gob/bugs fluff


will someone just fucking post?

gob hasn't posted since july

look here is a post and it isn't even hard to do

its on a monday

remember when...there was heroes on monday

that was a different time in my life

i wish it was friday then there would be supernatural

bum bum bum

omg that ep

that scene

i want to love it

jk i already love it but i want to watch it

ok help me stop only typing these little things on every line and then going to the next line this isn't a fucking poem what am i doing? you know what i love? that scene.

okay but please can someone post and they don't even have to write those fics for the kink meme but when they post can they put some new prompts preferably at least a few of them? you see i am going to a nobel conference and last year it was only tolerable because i had this fic i was writing and i wrote a lot of that during all the talks but this fic i was writing is not working out for me so i would gladly write you fools some fics while i'm there if you just give me some prompts. just like some pairings even like a lot of them and i'll write a bunch of short things that would be good and that would keep it fresh

ok so

prompts please

you know what i love? that scene omg i love it so much

bleh apparently misha might be in some more eps but no more cas i guess so that is good

i don't really mind misha...i mean i don't like him and he's annoying but i don't mind him when he's not playing cas. like i think i recall liking jimmy in that one ep and the leviathan was kind of interesting. so

ah that scene


um i have a pic i think


well i wish it was friday how will i get through this week idk it is only monday bleh please kill me

bleh today sucked i don't know why it just did i just felt so betrayed by mary today

hopefully tomorrow will be better

i need those prompts gs

if only gob were still alive

Saturday, September 24, 2011

beep boop




this will probably brighten up this blog i should hope because this blog has mostly been a ghost town

gob hasn't posted for several weeks even i think

he will be Punished.

okay well here are some prompts

*sam/lucifer: cuddling
*j2, genevieve/daneel: gen and jen switch partners just to see what that would be like and it sticks forever
*peter/nathan: bodyswap
*bobby/crowley: h/c
*harry/dudley: slave!fic


hey gs just postin again this same week. i guess you people will be punished ;)
ok guess what!!!!!!!!! i finally finished making a dean fanmix!! ok i was motivated to finish it last night because people were saying dean was out of character in the last ep and people are always saying that and i just dont think they understand them and that is angering to me ok well here's the thing

1. cookie jar | jack johnson

alright, if something tries to bust in?
shoot first, ask questions later.

life’s been killing me ever since it begun
you can’t blame me ‘cause i’m too young
you can’t blame me, sure the killer was my son
but i didn’t teach him to pull the trigger of the gun

2. father of mine | everclear

i don’t know what to do. so whatever you’re doing, if you could get here. please. i need your help, dad.

father of mine
tell me where have you been

3. i don’t want to die (in the hospital) | conor oberst

i’m not gonna die in a hospital where the nurses aren’t even hot.

i don’t want to die in the hospital
you gotta take me back outside

4. millstone | brand new

i miss him, man. and i feel guilty as hell. and i’m not alright. not at all. but neither are you.

i used to sleep without a single stir
‘cause i was about my father’s work

5. faces | house of heroes

my name is dean winchester. i’m an aquarius. i enjoy sunsets, long walks on the beach, and frisky women.

i’m in love with the faces
of a thousand nameless girls

6. the good old days | eels

people are alive because of you. it’s worth it, dean. it is. it’s not fair, and…you know, it hurts like hell, but…it’s worth it.

i guess i could be a quiet hero
no one knows the good i’ve done

7. thoughts of a dying atheist | muse

you’re scared, dean. you’re scared because your year is running out, and you’re still going to hell, and you’re freaked.

i know the moment’s near
and there’s nothing we can do
look through a faithless eye
are you afraid to die?

8. noro | brand new

and i don’t deserve to go to hell.

i’m on my way to hell
well i’ve tried, god knows that i’ve tried

9. the last song | mcfly

if this is my last day on earth, i do not want it to be socially awkward. you know what i do want?

on the way to hell i’ll play
if this is the last song i’ll ever sing
then i’m giving it everything
i’m giving it all

10. come out swinging | the offspring

hell? i don’t know, i must have blacked it out. i don’t remember a damn thing.

you brace and hold it all inside
it’s more than you can stand

11. sleeping sickness | city and colour

i wish i couldn’t feel anything, sammy. i wish i couldn’t feel a damn thing.

now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
and i’m breaking down, i think i’m breaking down

12. brother’s blood | kevin devine

i would die for him in a second, but i won’t let him do this to himself. i can’t. i guess i found my line. i won’t let my brother turn into a monster.

i don’t know one thing about my brother’s blood
no, i don’t know one thing about my brother’s blood

13. the archer’s bows have broken | brand new

oh, man, something is broken in you.

what did you learn tonight?
while shouting so loud you barely joyous, broken thing
you are a voice that never sings, is what i say
you are freezing over hell
you are bringing on the end you do so well
you can only blame yourself, it’s what i say

14. you know my name | chris cornell

what i do have is a g.e.d. and a give-‘em-hell-attitude.

i’ve seen angels fall from blinding heights
but you yourself are nothing so divine
just next in line
arm yourself because no one else here will save you

15. zzyxz rd. | stone sour

i’m tired, man. i’m tired of fighting who i’m supposed to be.

what am i supposed to hide now?
what am i supposed to do?
did you really think i wouldn’t see this through?
tell me i should stick around for you
tell me i could have it all
i’m still too tired to care and i gotta go

16. the death of me | city and colour

you shove it down, and you let it come out in spurts of violence and alcoholism.

people love to drink their problems away
sometimes i feel that i’d be better off that way
maybe then the weight of the world wouldn’t feel so heavy

here's the downloady

alright well who loves dogs

ok who liked that ep. me, it was ok. alright it was my 4th fave season premiere. here's the one's i liked better than it:
season 1
season 2
season 4

wait i forgot about the season 5 one idk it was maybe also a littler better but icr it that well. here's my least fave: hmm idk maybe season 3 because it's so boring. well it's not but idk it just kind of sucks as a first ep like imagine if that had been the first ep of season 7.
bleh idk get me the 4th ep.

okay dogs.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

maybe the goblog

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy alright why does no one post anymore. this is ridic. welp what is there to say. i have a few pics. alright well here's this pic of cass that i accidentally drew because ok in this one thing there's a game where the top level you can reach is called god tier so this is cass when he has reached that because he's our new god:

ok here's a thing:

alright para those were nice pics. my fave is the the last one even though it has cass in it and idg why you keep putting cass in things and like sam/cass. you must love him. wow i am starved. make me some din.

alright well i have nothin to say to you people. kirk out

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Gob is dead

hey gs

long time no post

where is gob is he dead?

okay well

bleh today was stupid because all i wanted to do was go to the store to buy spn s6 dvds but mother wouldn't come wid us and then she was like okay we'll go after dinner but i accidentally woke up at like 9:30 today so by that time i was so tired and so i took a nap so i would be rested to go because she was making me drive but then i slept for so many hours until all the stores were closed so now i still don't have the things.


bleh you know what was also bleh was my trip i hate canoeing i never want to do anything involving a boat ever again

everything is bleh

well what is not bleh is that there is spn next week which is almost this week so that is goos

also it is almost fall

icqcme for both of those items

i have some pics!


oh also i never put these vids

welp now what

burrrrr i'm cold

where is gob

he should be here

i wonder if he would want to watch tarzan

okay well that's about it gs

see ya

Saturday, August 27, 2011

The Squirrels

welp here is a post. nbd.

welp here is a vid

here is a thing

and here is another thing

and this is what cas would look like if he was an octopus and was strangling lisa with his tentacle.

aaaaand....well that's all i feel like putting here really

school starts so soon that is craz but that is good because that means its almost fall sort of


i have hunger

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

we love posts

hey gs again. haha ok i just saw a thing that was like "find out what your archangel is based on your bday" and i was looking at what other people got and they had stupid ones like uriel and i thought "man i will only be happy if i get michael because he's an awesome dude" even though no one else had michael but then i got michael!!!!
ok look:

Born: Sunday
Presiding ArchAngel: Michael
Assignation: Protection
Daily Affirmation: "I am committed to all that God intends for me and the universe."

wowwie! try to see what yours is! actually i already know the triangle's because i did your bday but i will keep it a surprise
ok here are some other peoples' ones:
mother: raphael
noah: uriel
dean: raphael
sam: gabriel haha do the people who ship that stupid ship know this????
jensen: raphael
jared: gabriel
.................................wow ok that's really weird ok dean and jensen have the same one and sam and jared have the same one wow ok i am too weirded out to continue with this wow ok

oh man that was really weird

you know what else is really weird???????? time travel!!!!!!!!!! that's right i have traveled in time and the next part of the post was written about 24 hours before i wrote this first part of the post!!!! here it is:

hey gs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok well frankly i was sick for about a month and i didn't feel like posting and before that my computer was broken so sorry to people who like when there are posts ok also idk what other peopls excuses are. well ok tuba has posted some which is weirdo because he is usually the one i expect to forget to post or whatevs but still we are dummies because it has been summer so now you are going to have to make up for it by posting more now but it is school for tubs and soon it will be school for the triangle so too bad.

ok i am pretty tired and i was gonna go to bed but i was just reading a thing that got really excited so now i'm less tired so i'll just start this post. maybe i will tell you about the thing later but now i am just lazin. alright i will make this a goodie long post even though i can't think of a thing to put in it. let me see if i have any piccies or whatnot.

nope no piccies. well i will find some because a post is boring if there's none.

bleh no one will be on gmail ever. wait wtf the triangle is on gmail every single time i've ever gone in the basement so what the. she must be claude????? i was claude until a little bit ago because i was hiding from mother but idk why she would be. wait what how could we both have been claude???? well i must have been peter and she is claude. hahahaha

wow ok i just want to shred noah. alright he has a temper like an angry bird. alright all i wanted was for him to stop saying obnoxious things but then i felt a teensy bit bad so i said an apology but he didn't accept it!!!! :( :( :( :( that was so mean so then i wanted him to stop talking to me forever but he wouldn't. bleh can he sleepover at max's house again.

ok let's have an interesting thing now. this is like a post from the beginning of this blog when people said things about their lives. can we have more of that because ok soon it will be the best months and those are when you might want to read things that are not about some brothers and dumbo stink angels and stuff. oh i know! i will make a list of why i want it to be fall or whatever!

*well summer clothes are dumb and fall and winter clothes are nicey
*no dumb bugs
*a nice snuggly cat
*my bday
*idk summer is just dummie
*applie cider
*whoops i accidentally typed applie hahaha
*applie pie
*some other fallie foods
*i like the hot drinks at caribou better than the cold ones
*a snuggly blankie
*it's easier to fall asleep when it's not hot
*my dumb fan is even too noisy
*raking leaves is so nice in the fall but horrible in the summer
*same with walking a dog
*ok you can like be outside a little before dinner and you're kinda chilly and then you ome in and your little nosey is cold and you smell a nice dinner cookin!
*oh i know squash
*oh pumpkiny foods!
*there is pumpkin ice cream at cold stone even!
*it's like the best food on this earth
*the sky is really un-sunny usually

alright well that's the list. i will add to it if i think of a thing.

hahahaha i just realized that gmail is like mail for Gs!!! hahahahahaha that is hilarious to me

here i am in the future again!! now it's the same time as when i wrote the first part of the post except now it's not really time travel anymore because this part is being written after the previous part so.

wow this has been a really good post so far don't you think??? atually i don't even want to know what i wrote last night so maybe it's a really dumb post idk.

ok now it's about 10 days later. i have no idea what i said in this post but it's probably not even relevant anymore. well frankly i'm really bored. here's all the things i've done tonight:
-play kids battle the grown ups
-pretend to be sam and dean and answer questions from that game
-draw piccies
-draw piccies of my fave ships on paint
-play the sims facebook game until i got bored of it which was 5 mins after i started

now here i am. alright i am wrapping up this post. bye now

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Fading In

this is probs going to be the final post of this july and maybe the last one of the summer for me! D: (depending on weather or not there's internet at beach)

well i'm going to try to make this one an awesome one.

Oh yeah first of all i want to say:

Happy Birthday Harry Potter!!!!!!!!

I made this cake for you!

jj i did not make that. but i wish i did.

ok even though 2 gs on here haven't participated in round 3 of the jamz exchange i'm going to fast forward to the next round to encourage them to post some new jamz.

round 4:

Another Loveless Anthem - Beat Radio
MoneyGrabber - Fitz and the Tantrums
Satellite - Guster
Lions In Cages - Wolf Gang
Dancing With The Devil - Wolf Gang
Processed Beat - Kasabian
Monsters Get Slain - Ghost Mice

hahaha g have you ever tried to make a song get louder as it's fading out? because i just did that and it was really cool...except when it got to the next song it was super loud and it scared me! DDDD:

well that was not as awesome of a post as i thought it would be but oh well. i'll try and do a better one soon.

Monday, July 25, 2011


hey gssssss

oops well i haven't posted in a while but nbd

bored bored bored that's what i am.

okay let me see if i have any pics for you...

well there is this

also this

okay those aren't very good what else do i have

hahahah ok look at this pic

i call it "the winchester nest" because it looks like they are in a nest.

hahaah icqcml at that

bleh i wish it was time for spn s7 icqcme

bleh there is a clip that you can watch of the third episode and it has little sam and i saw a gif of it and i was like blehhh spoilers but i want to watch it so badly but bleh i don't think i should i think i should wait

because its like the third episode. that doesn't seem right to me.

bleh i want to watch it though

omg did you gs watch the spn panel from comic con tho it was great. there was this adorbs moment when jared whispered something to jenny so

that was cute

bleh why isn't it september

although what is good is that the spn anime comes out tomorrow. although i will still have to aquire it. i have a lot of money tho so that is one big plusball

bored bored bored

wait remember the game of taking dean/cas moments and effortlessly revealing their true nature of being about sam/dean? i think we shall play that some more.

but wait ok remember that pic i made that was a screencap of dean fixing sam's tie?


that is beautiful. although not as beautiful as that other one really because this is from what is and what should never be and therefore although dean is still in love with sam, sam does not really share those feelings.

also they are shaking hands at the same time. pretty much what i think was happening is that dean went for a hug but sam went for a handshake so dean had his hand up ready to hug sam and he had to fix sam's tie as an excuse for what his hand was doing up there.

hahah that is beautiful. okay but this is not our game really. we need to get to the good stuff. okay what was that moment i was going to talk about?

oh yes its at the end of on the head of a pin. like when cas makes dean cry at the end of the episode. well you pretty much know what happens after that is sam comes in and yells at cas for making dean cry and then comforts dean. do dean/cas shippers even like that moment? i mean cas makes dean cry... well i guess they probs do because dean/cas shippers have a habit of taking every single moment and claiming it as evidence of dean and cas's fictional love.

wait ok in on the head of a pin there is well i think there is this moment that cas is like "i would do anything not to have you do this" or something like that (talking about dean needing to torture alastair) and its like well you say that and then you turn around and make him do it anyway. actions speak louder than words buddy and who is the one who actually saves dean in this episode? i will tell you. it is sam.

why did they even need dean to do that because you'd think an angel would be better at torturing a demon than a human. idgi.

wait okay remember in that other post i was looking for a list of dean/cas moments? well, i found one.

okay the first moment is from idk what episode and its like

uriel: he has this weakness. he likes you.

well uriel that's cute of you to say and maybe that is one of cas's many, MANY weaknesses, but i think both the winchester boys are cas's weaknesses. but i don't think the same can be said for sam and dean because really they are each other's weaknesses and that is it.

Dean: All I'm saying, Sammy, all I'm saying, is that you're my weak spot. You are, and I'm yours.

Dean: I think we're weaker. Because whatever we have between us -- love, family, whatever it is -- they are always going to use it against us.

those are straight from the mouth from the mouth of dean winchester, so well if you're saying having a weakness for someone equals love, then i don't think you can deny that sam and dean are absolutely in love with each other.

okay the next one i have absolutely no idea what episode it is from either but it is

cas: i was getting too close to the humans in my charge. you

to be honest i don't know what he's talking about so its a little hard to tell how it relates to sam and dean but i can discredit it in that cas clearly states "humans." PLURAL. everything is not just about dean and cas and cas and dean.

to be honest... when even is this moment? okay i looked it up and this is from on the head a pin. okay i don't know when it is though...

okay he follows it up with "They feel I've begun to express emotions, doorways, to doubt. This can impair my judgement."

which honestly sounds to me like "i hate you."

sorrry i don't know what else to say about this and i'm listening to this really wincesty song which is distracting me.

okay well that's enough of that list for now because frankly garage your moment are sucking.

also i'm bored bored bored

i am bored because livejournal is not working and it makes me want to die so that's that.

blehhhhhh fix it

bleh i really want to watch the clip from s7

what can distract me blehh

well this is not doing it so byeeee gs