Drugs not Hugs

hey gs hey gs!
guess what!
second snow day in a row! goos goos! that hasn't happened to me in years!
me, i've just been chillin! well what i've been doin this minute is ordering my pictures folder and let me tell you i have a whole lot of weird stuff in there
alright well what i've really been doing is reading fic mostly. i read this super great j2 fic and omg it was the longest fic of my life but ajsdkghkjsahg i wish it wasn't over ughhh bring it back
well anyway now i have unlimited photoshop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well anyway want to see what i've photoshopped.
alright let me just say that piccies are one of my fave parts of posts
alright well anyway let's see

here's a song piccie for the song Sit Down Beside Me by Patrick Watson. well actaully i made the piccie and then found the song but w/e w/e


sit down beside me and stay awhile
‘til the night runs away
‘til the morning rises and we part our ways
to the end of our days

here's a picture of dean's reaction to hearing about cas dying in 5x01


here's a dean/cas thing


here's a dean/bela song piccie to We Both Go Down Together by The Decemberists



While your head is spinning
Hold tight, it’s just beginning
And oh, my love, my love
And oh, my love, my love
We both go down together

here's a dean piccie


here's dean's tattoo


here's a song piccie for Jesus Christ by Brand New

Jesus Christ, I’m alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Because this problem’s gonna last
More than the weekend

here's a song piccie for Hospital Beds by Cold War Kids


I’ve got one friend
Laying across form me
I did not choose him
He did not choose me
We’ve got no chance of recovery
Sharing hospital
Joy and misery
Joy and misery

OKAY NOW HERE'S THIS BEAUTIFUL GIF I MADE. It's a song piccie for Oh No by Marina and the Diamonds
well i'll just link ya cuz it probs won't work

here's just a cap of dean



here's another



lol here's three more







alright here's some piccies from the ep me and para watched last night






okay here's one that's a little bit from it



OKAY HERE'S THE LAST ONE. it's a gif and a song piccie for Angels on the Moon by idk somebody

here is the thing

well. i've been working on this post for like 4 days.

YOU KNOW WHAT I LOVED? THE EP FROM LAST NIGHT
haha I watched it twice last night and I watched a bunch of other eps
alright well let's get down to business:
I think Dean's pillow looks more comfy because it looks more firm while Sam's pillow looks more thin and floppy. haha the comforter on both of their beds looks the same even though they're from different time

lol now i have more pics






ok idk what else there is to say really
tootles

oh wait who wants to read this thing i wrote a few days ago about how i would like a dean/cas hug to happen on the show

Okay so our friend Dean is chillin alone in a motel room daydreaming about Castiel idk maybe halfheartedly doing research or something because that’s his favorite way to do research. Sam is ~elsewhere~ ummm maybe Gabriel comes back to life and he and Sam are on their honeymoon. So anyway there he is and then suddenly, he hears the magical sound of wings. There, of course, is Cas. His heart starts beating really fast he’s like what the because the last 739 times he’s seen Cas, he’s had to call Cas, convince him to give him a minute of his time, etc. etc, and the case Dean is currently working on isn’t in any way related to anything Cas cares about atm. Okay after a few seconds of them having a romantic staring contest, Dean notices that Cas looks really, really upset. Dean sort of tries to ignore that at first, because he doesn’t know how to deal with feelings. and he’s like “Cas. To what do I owe this honor.” And Cas just kind of stands there looking pathetic. Dean says something insensitive like shouldn’t you be up in heaven buried wing-deep in that war you have going on etc etc and Cas looks at him and is like “the war is…not going well” and Dean is like “can I…can Sam and I do anything to help?” because he’s already made this offer and has yet to really do anything to help. But then suddenly Cas sort of sinks down on to the bed that’s behind him Dean’s bed of course and then he hides his face in his hands and Dean just sits there and doesn’t know what’s going on. But then, Dean hears these little sniffly sounds and Dean starts feeling panicky like what the hell is he supposed to do. So he’s like “Cas are you crying…?” and Cas doesn’t answer which pretty much confirms that. And Dean really just can’t even, because Cas is supposed to be this near-emotionless angel who always knows what to do etc etc. So Dean just sits there for a minute letting Cas cry because he really doesn’t know what to do or say, but he can’t just sit there for much longer because the fact that an angel, that Cas is sitting on his bed crying is breaking his heart. So then Dean sighs a big here-goes-nothing sigh and without saying a word, gets up, goes over to Cas, pulls him up by his arm, and wraps his arms around him. Cas is really surprised and he just stands there stiffly with his arms at his side but then…he finally reciprocates, letting his arms wrap loosely around Dean’s back, and then a little tighter as he thinks that maybe just maybe Dean needs a hug as badly as Cas just now realizes he needed one.


ya like that?
well anyway what i got from that one scene in the ep yesterday is that it's just leading up to a hug for cas this season like how he's having troubles in heaven and how sam didn't hug him and idk stuff well anyway goodbye

lol tuba i just saw your post and i know those people who said the captions in that one picture of cas